"If having things turn out the way you wanted them to is a measure of a successful life, then some would say I'm a failure.
The important thing is, not to be bitter over life's disappointments, learn to let go of the past.
And recognise that every day wont be sunny and when you find yourself lost in the darkness of despair remember its only in the black of night that you can truly see the stars, and those stars, they will lead you back home.
So don't be afraid to make mistakes, to stumble and fall, because most of the time, the greatest rewards come from doing the things that scare you the most.
maybe you will get everything that you wish